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my life, my world, my choice to live as i do.
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Friday, February 15,
i am Yours
sometimes i wonder if He realizes just how much being His ...
completes me.And that, is what "love" is all about.
When two people meet each other's needs so completely that they
truly fit together like puzzle pieces, forming a beautiful picture
called "life together"... love doesn't have to be spoken.
It simply is.It is once again our anniversary time and it seems
that things keep getting better and better. It never seems possible,
and yet somehow, it always happens.Thank You for believing in
me.Thank You for being someone i can also believe in.Thank You,
Master, for owning me so beautifully.Absolutely and completely
devoted to You,
i am Yours
Tuesday, February 19,
guess i must take every
opportunity to count my blessings, and i have many.
i must also reflect and be grateful for what i have and what i
What i have is two of the most wonderful kids imaginable, even
if they are teenagers and sometimes forget that being me is far
more than simply being their mum. What i have is a home, peace
What i also have is a beautiful relationship with a caring, loving,
demanding, strict, understanding, controlling, easygoing, mature,
fun, sadistic, tender Master.
What i am is a mother, something that brings me so much joy i
never dreamed i would feel. i am a woman, a friend.
i am intelligent, finally learning to be confident, secure, stressed,
loving, and most of the time i am mature.
i am submissive, slave to my Master, respectful, obedient, caring,
serving, pleasing, and loving.
i can't think of anything i want, or anyone i would rather be,
than what i have, and who i am.i can only hope that i prove worthy
of my station, to all who my life encircles.
November 05, 2005
Change is as good as a rest
It has often
been asked if subs are made or if submission is taught, well i
am not the best person to ask that question of as my instant reaction
to the "training" theory is that i and my fellow subs
and slaves are not dogs or horses so training doesnt come
into it, guide, of course, show us an alternative way of doing
things that the Dom would prefer, of course but forget the idea
that i can be trained like an animal cause although at times i
might be a pussy cat, hell i have sharp claws as well.
October 14, 2005
not in this house and MOST definitely not from me or mine. Who
wants perfection anyway? i think it must be pretty boring to be
perfect, have it perfect, be perfect, i would much rather have
things that need tidying up, need my attention, need things to
be done that will make things better but...never perfect. For
with perfection comes boredom and with boredom comes dissatisfaction
and it is at those times, when one has idle hands and minds that
both have a tendency to wander of the track. Far rather be up
to my neck in washing and ironing, then at a loose end, but i
September 05, 2005
Who, What, Where, When, How
The title of
this blog entry says it all i think.... but not who or even what
but just an overall impression of not knowing where i am going
today at all.
It has been one of those days when very little has gone the way
i expected it too... and it was meant to be a good day as well,
yet, one mis adventure after another that has left me floundering
in a soap of uncertainty and confusion over some very simple,
August 23, 2005
Letting off steam
should have written this yesterday but thought better of it as
i was sure that my view, at that time would have been tainted
or even corrupt or weighted down by force of circumstance. Anyway,
here we are today, with a clear head and an open mind and a reason
to put pen to cyber paper.
July 25, 2005
It could be
said that to ask questions is the way to learn, that to ask and
find out what it is you need to know is likely to assist you in
only a good way, however, i have found that there are also times,
NOT to ask questions.
i have also found that rather more often than not, i ask at the
wrong time or the wrong subject.
June 27, 2005
is consensually yielding our own power to that of someone we trust.
Not everyone really understands D/s relationships, even those
who portend to be in them. Some mistakenly believe that submissives
submit out of weakness. Nothing can be farther than the truth.
Most submissive women desire a man who is more dominant than she
is so that she can feel his "power" and be inspired
by his strength. After all, it is easy to dominate someone who
is easily controlled, but a challenge to dominate someone who
May 14, 2005
Steps and paths and journeys
A TV advert
has caught my eye these past couple of days and every time it
comes on the television i am struck by its content. Matters not
really what they are advertising suffice to say that the content
goes something like this.
"Be who it is you want to be"
"What works for you may not work for everyone else"
"Make small changes as many small changes will make up to
one big change"
"Every journey we take begins with the first step"